love me and the world is mine

i wonder, will i ever meet someone who i want to be with, with my whole heart. Not a little piece or a big piece but all of it? I've always said "when i get a real boyfriend i'd never do him wrong" but what if i would? Because i've been so deeply in love and i still did wrong, maybe not to him or in his face but i know it in my heart, i did wrong. I am sorry for it but i keep on doing the wrong things that i don't want to do. So what if i get this real boyfriend i always said i'd never fuck up with? What if i fuck him up too